Ataranduril

Evan, AKA Jay. 22, CA, Rapper/songwriter, dmab demigirl (she/her pronouns please), pagan, parent.


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Without nights like last night I’m not sure I’d ever be able to keep doing what I do.

It’s so amazing that people like Laura Jane Grace are in the world, and all of her friends at the show as well. I told her how much she meant to me, and her music, and she hugged me and it was so amazing (and embarrassing because all her friends around us started clapping while we hugged and she and I were both like stooopppp)

But then, I literally got to come to a bar with her and her friends, none of whom I’d known before last night, and all of whom were well older than me, and I got to sit and drink whiskey and talk about transition with Laura Jane fucking Grace and other amazing trans women until last call…

It was too surreal. I still haven’t processed it all. But God bless that woman, man, she’s seriously every bit as cool as everyone has always said she is.

Doing mundane things is so difficult right now.

In a few hours I’ll be within 50 feet of Laura Jane Grace and I’m praying to meet her but rn I’m waiting for some cop to help me fix the fucked up job someone else did helping me install my son’s carseat

Like I doooonnnntttt caaarrreee right now, I want my son to be safe but I feel like this guy isn’t gonna fix it and I just want to be in girl mode already!

No! Against Me! have finally announced western US tour dates, and guess what… Salt lake to Vegas to Portland to Seattle… no love for CA. Shit I would have driven the 6+ hours to LA if I had to, but I can’t go to Portland…

:c

And there it is. The album I’ve been waiting for since Laura began her public transition. I’m speechless, I don’t even know how to react right now.

Reblogged from sugar-free-ace-of-spades
sugar-free-ace-of-spades:

I love Against Me!  Laura Jane Grace is such an amazing person for going after what she needed to feel happy and facing the fear of judgment from other people.  The struggle of being born in a body you feel you don’t belong is very depressing, and even though this idea has already been made, I feel the idea of lipstick bullets combines the desire to be feminine with the desperate and dreadful feeling of hating the body you’re in.
Suicide is never the answer to anyone who suffers gender dysphoria.  People around you may not understand you, but there’s a far greater number of people who will support you.
And lipstick is kinda awesome.

I love this, I mean it goes hand in hand with TTSR
"Yet to be born, you’re already dead,Sleep with a gun beside you in bedFollow it through to the obvious endSlay your veins wide open, you bleed it out”
This record can not come soon enough.

sugar-free-ace-of-spades:

I love Against Me!  Laura Jane Grace is such an amazing person for going after what she needed to feel happy and facing the fear of judgment from other people.  The struggle of being born in a body you feel you don’t belong is very depressing, and even though this idea has already been made, I feel the idea of lipstick bullets combines the desire to be feminine with the desperate and dreadful feeling of hating the body you’re in.

Suicide is never the answer to anyone who suffers gender dysphoria.  People around you may not understand you, but there’s a far greater number of people who will support you.

And lipstick is kinda awesome.

I love this, I mean it goes hand in hand with TTSR

"Yet to be born, you’re already dead,
Sleep with a gun beside you in bed
Follow it through to the obvious end
Slay your veins wide open, you bleed it out”

This record can not come soon enough.

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You just need to find some place to get away, you can forget your name, and there’s no need to apologize… Spanish Moss, Against Me!